Saturday, February 2, 2013

It's Groundhog Day!

So as I mentioned in my earlier post, the universe has really been sending me signs & trying to get my attention lately. But still in the back of my mind they were just a series of random occurrences.
Until now.
Without thinking about it I planned my return to Los Angeles on Groundhog Day. You see, the universe knows how I am about my movies. I speak in quotes & have learned my most valuable lessons from movies.
It didn't occur to me until I got home, & seeing as it fit the occasion, I decided to watch "Groundhog Day" & that's when it hit me like a bus...I finally pulled a Phil. I broke the cycle.
Just like in the movie; I had to learn from my mistakes, instead of feeling sorry for myself & taking that out on those around me. I had to learn that caring about others more than myself is all the reward I should ever need. Because every bit of love is returned ten fold. Everyday I continue to breathe & be surrounded by those that love me is a gift. I must not squander it on useless things like greed & ego.
Thanks again universe.

Phil: When Chekhov saw the long winter, he saw a winter bleak and dark and bereft of hope. Yet we know that winter is just another step in the cycle of life. But standing here among the people of Punxsutawney and basking in the warmth of their hearths and hearts, I couldn't imagine a better fate than a long and lustrous winter.

Friday, February 1, 2013

Cosmic letter

Dear Universe,

I'd just like to start off by saying I'm sorry we haven't talked in awhile & when we did it was mainly me cussing you. I'm really sorry about that.
Now then, what I really want to say to you is thank you. Thanks for my wife & 2 beautiful daughters. Thanks for giving me a loving family that has stood beside me even when I didn't want them there. I've heard your voice in my ear the entire time I was in Wichita. I got your message. Be it from the amount of friends & family who showed up to show their love & support for me, or the movies that you kept replaying because you know that's how I communicate.
We both know I'm far from healed, but I'm feeling close to where I want to be...& that feels pretty awesome.
Now comes the rub.
Please watch over my family & friends in Kansas. As you know all 3 of my remaining grandparents are reaching the point of supernova & I just want them to be loved & surrounded by those that love them when it happens.
Take care of my parents. Their both lovely people who deserve better. I know they would never ask for more, but that's not going to stop me from asking. Please just watch over them & protect them.
Finally. My brother Christian. He may have been a total bastard growing up but he has changed & deserves better than what you're putting him through now. Help him maintain his strength & please reunite him with his babies. You know that's all he wants.
All I can ask for is that you give me the wisdom, strength, & humor to win over my wife. I want to sweep her off her feet again & show her I can be the man she deserves.
I hope this finds you well & the black holes aren't giving you to many problems. Awesome job on earth! I am really digging the hell out of it! I'll talk to you later. Let me know if there is anything I can do for you.

Your friend,

I know it's probably out of your hands...but do you think you could do something for Pluto? I know he's been feeling blue since they declassified him as a planet.